Mourning Period.
So i'm not taking the loss of Daniel's life very easy. I miss him, dearly .. and it hurts inside to know that i'll never see him alive again. I just found out the funeral is on Sunday, and i'm terrified to go. I wouldn't miss it for the world,but it's an open casket service, and i don't know what i'm going to do when i see his cold, lifeless body lying there.
Daniel (who we also called "shanchez" or "dirty") was loved by many people .. the night of the shooting, over a hundred people showed up at Queen's Medical to await the news .. to find out whether he would make it or not. He was always there for his friends .. and always protected the people he cared about.
I don't know how to deal with this .. my friends seem to be dying left and right. First it was Irwin who died getting hit by a car while on his street bike, Andrew and Ryan who died in a street racing accident, chelsea who overdosed on heroin .. and now Daniel gets shot trying to protect his friends and co-workers. What's even more messed up is that all this happened within the past four years.
So now I need to find some kind of escape .. because this is getting to be too much for me to handle.
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