1:11am.
it's pretty late, and i find myself not being able to sleep.
i want to go to sleep, but i have too much buzzing around in my head... it's become distracting.
i keep thinking about all the complexities of my life, how nothing i s as easy as it used to be. i have to start thinking about mortgage (yes, mortgage.. i'm buying a house in a few years), my bills, work, and possibly going back to school. always busy, always doing SOMETHING. sometimes, i wish i could just say "fuck off" to the world and have just one measly moment to myself. inevitably i can't, because my life just won't allow it.
i guess i'll just resort to my old habits to get me to sleep. pop in a dvd, blast my ac to make my room SUPER cold, and snuggle up in my blankets. hopefully, i'll be able to get at least five hours of sleep tonight before i go to my now TWO jobs tomorrow (yup peeps, i work at toraji AND a dental office now). busy day, busy life..
*yawn*
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